Monday, September 11, 2006

blaaaaaaaaaaah

I dreamed that my sister died the other night and I woke up all weepy about it. But then I woke up and my friend Cruz told me that dreams about death like that usually signify the opposite- new life.
And dreams about weddings and sailboats signify that death is imminent.

So anyway, my sister is alive and well. Also, there is a baby on the way in the family.

I'm so excited, Med and I (we're still amicable) are gonna go see Cat Power on Wednesday. Then in October I'm gonna go see Regina Spektor with my buddy Alex. Both of those chicks rrrrock! I can't wait.

I'm so very tired. There's so much to do. Let's take a nap.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Warning, this is pretty random towards the end.

So let's see, news from the Nen.....

I got cancelled. The bf left me almost a week ago. I'm pretty cried out, no worries, I won't get all sappy. It kinda came out of nowhere, but I respect the decision, and I know it's for the better.

That shit happens everyday.

People fall in love while others walk away from each other. Love is born, love ends.

When I broke up with Julian last year, I was all bitter. Strange how I was broken up with this time, and I'm not bitter at all. I went through the traditional sad-angry-sad post-break-up emotions in the past week, of course. But I'm not bitter. It could be because this time I was actually in love with the boy. I still am. There's no switch to turn off and on when you're in love. When it hurts so bad, sometimes you wish there was. But you know what, I'm glad he was a part of my life.

I just RSVPd for NLU's Teacher Fest on September 16th. I'm going to take a tour of the campus, and check out all of their graduate programs that are relevant to education. I want to teach (now unsure if I want to do elementary or secondary education...) but eventually (as I grow older) I want to end up in Administration so I can bank and retire!

I'm not gonna be all humble to your face and say that it's not about the money in part. Don't get me wrong, the reason I want to go into Education is because I'm VERY passionate about the system itself. I think there are a lack of educators that ACTUALLY care about the importance of the role they play in students' lives. However, I do want a comfortable life. I want to be able to purchase MY OWN home. I want to be able to afford the things I want and eventually buy my parents a nice home to settle in. Not that they can't afford it themselves, but shit, you'd figure after 8 kids, at least one of them can get you something to boast about. A house oughta do it. :p

If kids aren't meant to bring good things (like houses and cars and bitches and hos, WHAT?) when they get older, then I don't want em.

On a funny note, my mother called me a wetback today. BWaHAAHAHAHa!!
Hilariom.

My sister Randy is going back to work on the 18th, which also happens to be my mammy's birthday.

The other day, I took a picture of a dog named Rocky wearing sunglasses. MAN was it funny.

So here I am, dumped, random, graduate school-bound....the world awaits me :)

p.s. Baby Suri is ugly.

QOTD
"You always have your phone on fart."
-Sandy- (she means vibrate for those of you who like things that make sense.)

Friday, September 01, 2006

Through The Dark -KT Tunstall- [the perfect f-in song.]

As I walk away, I look over my shoulder
To see what I'm leaving behind
Pieces of puzzles
And wishes on eyelashes fail
Oh, how do I show
All the love inside my heart?
For this is all new
And I'm feeling my way through the dark

I used to talk
With honest conviction
Of how I predicted my world
I'm gonna leave it to stargazers
Tell me what your telescope says
Oh, what is in store for me now?
It's coming apart
I know that its true
Cos I'm feeling my way through the dark

Trying to find a light on somewhere
Trying to find a light on somewhere
I'm finding I'm falling in love with the dark over here

Oh, what do I know, I don't care
Where I start...
For my troubles are few
As I'm feeling my way through the dark...
Through the dark-
I'm feeling my way through the dark