guitaring

So I spent the later part of last night successfully tuning my guitar (I was very proud of myself!!) After tuning the geetar (it took me longer than it should have) I worked on one of the surprisingly saddest songs ever. "You Are My Sunshine"....that shit is depressing as fuck. Don't believe me? Look up the goddamn lyrics. If I weren't as strong as I am now, those lyrics would have made me think about my losses! Instead, I focused on singing while playing the guitar. It's not as easy as it looks, especially for beginners. But I'm alot better at transitioning between chords and stuff, so focusing on the singing wasn't as hard this time. With more practice, I should be a sexy musician in no time.

After that song, I worked on "Yellow" by Coldplay- I still kinda suck at that one...

Anywho, I'm out of my element. I don't feel like myself. I feel like withdrawing and now more than ever, I feel like picking up my life and moving away. Silently, I'm getting my life geared in that direction. If all goes according to plan, I will reside in another state within the next couple of years.

I read an entry I wrote in my notebook 5.21.07 at 3:18 a.m. and DAMN all my good thoughts come out when it's late. I wish I were that wise during the day. :)

So for friends and family of mine that still read this, I'm sorry if I've been remiss. I kinda don't feel like being out there lately. I'll come back around. Promise.