**A sweet little mystery sent to me from the stars**

He told Lilly and I how he was gushing about me at work to everyone that asked him why he was so happy. I make him happy!!! That's the shit, everyone. Cause this is what I waited for.

I'm sorry if these last few posts have been mostly about him but it's so amazing to me that this is going on!

So, yes, he and Lilly met and she says to me "I LIKE HIM!! And that's weird bc I don't like anybody!!" And she doesn't. lol!!! He was talking to her parents like he's known them for years. He's just completely open like that. Sandy also said something similar. She told me that she got a good feeling about him as opposed to Julian who she immediately knew was shady. She said this one came close to one of her favorites!!

I did not know people like that existed. I was under the impression that the world had run dry and that I was in store for a long painful lonely walk to only God knows where. But then this surprise falls from outta nowhere and I feel ready for it. Of course, my mind is always ticking loudly with the "be careful....don't get too excited too fast....wait it out" etc...I am being careful, but I am open to learning at the same time. To learn another person is quite a task. It can be arduous and difficult, but I want to go through it in this specific case. I am taking every precaution to make sure that this is in no way, shape, or form a rollercoaster ride. I don't like the temporariness of those. I want this to be something more- I want this one to go somewhere.
It takes a lot of self-control, I tell ya!! Part of me is like, alright, what are we waiting for?! But the rest is like....chilllll!!! Take care of this one.

There's so much more ahead. There is so much more to learn. A first kiss that needs to take place.... ;p All in due time. Right now though- for now, my bliss is in watching the way this is unfolding.

We went to heartland cafe where we saw ONE amazing act and the rest were EXTREEEEMELY funny (but they weren't supposed to be.) It was something new, nonetheless.

QOTD
"I quit smoking when I met her. I was like 'oh I can't do that!' I mean, look at her! How could you not?!"
-E.D.V.-

"Ooooh you better be affectionate!! Otherwise you have no idea what you got yourself into with me!"
-E.D.V.- (little does he know that I am an affection addict!)

"I'll bring the bag of weed. You bring a bottle of wine. Call me whenever, and we can get together. And have ourselves a real good time!"
-These are actual lyrics we heard someone sing at the cafe tonight!!-