Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Nighttime by the Riverside

Day two was even better in its own right. We drove my sister Randy to a softball game (yes, he met my sister!) then went to sit by a river for more open conversation.

It's strange that I usually feel nervous right before I see him but then as soon as he is near, that instantly goes away. We are very similar- it's quite amusing. We both have this thing about talking to strangers- we love doing it. Ask Lilly, she'll tell you how often she scolds me for talking to strangers. We are both in love with the sky. We are both considered the "golden child" in our family. We both love to read and write. And more importantly, we both have this urge- this indelible notion that we are here for the purpose of helping humanity....don't know how yet, but that idea is not going anywhere until it is real.

I'm learning more and more everyday and I'm quite excited to know all of this. Honestly speaking, I thought I would not be open to anything of this caliber for a LOOOOONG time after the kicks in the balls that I've received, but he makes it so easy. I never was too keen on the notion of reincarnation but I swear it feels like I've known this one before. Call me naive, I frankly don't give a shit- all I know is that I know!

This is why I firmly believe in the "things happen for a reason" theory. It's true! And sometimes you don't know that reason till some time passes. But this is the reason- I know it's the reason- why everything else seemed to fall apart on me.

Wish me luck, pals....two verrry old souls have just been brought together.....

QOTD
"how does it feel to be the object of a prayer?"
-you know whoooo!!!- (he's such an angel)