"Come home, Nen"
Really, I shouldn't be sitting here posting a blog- but what the hey- I've gotten by fairly smoothly by being Procrastination McGee all my life, why stop now?
Costi got all 5's from me in the course evaluations today. He is too cool for school, that Costi.
He's not cool for assigning a 12-24 pager ON TOP OF AN 8:30 a.m. final next week.
I had a rough night last night. I'm not broken today, and I'm not devastated, but I just feel emotional exhaustion. I would love to sit somewhere warm with willow trees, all by myself, no phones, no emails, no television, not even music, and I want to read the book on Zen Buddhism that Mr. Macke gave me and never mind the world. Fuck the world as of now. I'm tired of it.
I sorely need solitude and the words in this book.
Maybe in January, I can go to Texas (which if ya'll remember from one of my very first posts, is my favorite state) to see my favorite gays. They work all the time anyway- so I'd def. be alone for some time. I sometimes crave solitude bc I grew up in a monstrously big family where the words 'privacy' and 'alone' were eradicated from the dictionary. I generally enjoy the company of others, but there are times when I just can't process my thoughts with every little thing resonating in my everyday world.
Ok- seriously, it's time to get down to business and X out those papers I've gotta do.
I'm pre-apologizing for the lack of posts (which are lacking partly bc my net at home is dysfunctional and partly bc of finals) so don't bitch.
With much affect,
the Nenninator
Costi got all 5's from me in the course evaluations today. He is too cool for school, that Costi.
He's not cool for assigning a 12-24 pager ON TOP OF AN 8:30 a.m. final next week.
I had a rough night last night. I'm not broken today, and I'm not devastated, but I just feel emotional exhaustion. I would love to sit somewhere warm with willow trees, all by myself, no phones, no emails, no television, not even music, and I want to read the book on Zen Buddhism that Mr. Macke gave me and never mind the world. Fuck the world as of now. I'm tired of it.
I sorely need solitude and the words in this book.
Maybe in January, I can go to Texas (which if ya'll remember from one of my very first posts, is my favorite state) to see my favorite gays. They work all the time anyway- so I'd def. be alone for some time. I sometimes crave solitude bc I grew up in a monstrously big family where the words 'privacy' and 'alone' were eradicated from the dictionary. I generally enjoy the company of others, but there are times when I just can't process my thoughts with every little thing resonating in my everyday world.
Ok- seriously, it's time to get down to business and X out those papers I've gotta do.
I'm pre-apologizing for the lack of posts (which are lacking partly bc my net at home is dysfunctional and partly bc of finals) so don't bitch.
With much affect,
the Nenninator
posted by LoveisLife4Nen at 1:54 PM
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